Friday, January 21

Oh well, its finally friday.
I guess this is my always one week once update.
Hmmm. Frankly speaking, i think Sports Leader is so much fun than Student Councillor.
No wonder XueNi, Lemin they all complaining dont want SC want SL and hema and singrui being happy about it when they get off from SC. i finally know why today. Its fun. the work is so much better than SC. sound like i am complaining. Just hope no SC will see this. pray hard. but hey, i am seriously not prepared to step up and i dont wish to. maybe we are just too dependent on seniors.. you guys say time to grow up, no playplay. but at least to say the truth i see no brightness in 8th council. scold nag whatever you want. i dont care anymore. that's just how i feel. take it or leave it :/ i gave up. Oh well. thinking of being a role model for the school just stress me. cause i seriously cannot be one. i want to be a normal student. i dont know why am i staying. is it because i dont want disappoint and pangseh the rest of the 14 ppl? or is it because i stay for the points? or is it... i just cant bear to leave? well, to say the truth, i am getting bored in choir already. i dont know why. i just seem to lose all the interest i have in SC and Choir overtime. i dont know what went wrong with my thinking. i cant explain why too. dont ask me why. sec 2 to sec 3 is really kinda a difference. maybe i just couldnt get used to it or maybe i haven get use. i need time, time to get use. 3 weeks of school already yet i dont know why i am saying this. haixz. what am i gonna do? but in me, i cant wait for big events :) i cant wait for sports day i dont know why. I AM LOOKING FORWARD TO SYF! :)
i like the wind so so so so much :D obviously i love White Horses. i miss those times.
AHHHHHHHHHHHH~

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