I dont know why. but suddenly i feel sadness.
i cant get to sleep.
i dont understand. somehow, i feel very empty.
and somehow i dont look forward to monday like
how i use to look forward earlier. Suddenly, i am just
afraid to go to school.
i miss my old self. i wonder where
did the old lingyin went. maybe she went traveling around the world
the old lingyin was cheerful. nothing on mind. spend day by day with
no stress. enjoy everyday and smilesmilesmile~
But now she emo and not that cheerful anymore.
and she sometimes have to fake a smile to ensure ppl
that she is fine and thus they do not need to worry for her.
I think i am just crapping. now i keep everything to myself.
i stuff myself with things and i dont want to reveal to anybody.
when i feel that my heart couldnt take it, i spend hours to cry out loud
so that i will feel better :<
我不明白,这是爱的太早还是太快
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